Archive | August, 2010

Time is running out…

28 Aug

Just a wee reminder to everyone that if they want to enter the Marvelou Call for Found Poetry you only have until the 31 August to submit.

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3 programmes for your listening plesure

25 Aug

I have to heartily recommend the following three poetry programmes to listen to.

The first two are both from the BBC.  In the first Poetry of the Forgotten People Greta Scacchi discusses the life and work of Aboriginal poet Oodgeroo Noonuccal, with friends and family of the poet.  In the second, Bards of Somalia, Rageh Omaar explores what Britain can learn from Somalia, a country where poetry is the main means of cultural communication.

Lastly, but by no means least is a Scottish Poetry Library podcast featuring readings from Kei Miller’s new collection A Light Song of Light. I have become utterly mesmerised by Miller’s reading and have listened to the podcast five times now, and shall be heading up to Word Power Books tomorrow to buy the book.

I hope you will enjoy them as much as I have.

Words of wisdom

23 Aug

People in Scotland have a queer idea of the arts.  They think that you can be an artist in your spare time, though nobody expects you to be a spare-time dustman, engineer, lawyer or brain surgeon.  Lanark – Alasdair Gray

And that’s all I have to say just now….

Published and performing

17 Aug

Well it was about time for some good news really, and it came in the form of an inclusion into an anthology, which is a first for me, and very exciting.  I have had a poem, called The Management of Hope included in the anthology from Caparison E-books which is titled Emergency Verse:  Poetry in Defense of the Welfare State and in Support of a Robin Hood Tax on the City and should be available to download in a few weeks.  I have managed to squeeze my way in among some much more well know names such as Michael Rosen, Michael Horovitz, Mario Petrucci and many more.  Political poetry often runs the risk of turning a little lecturous (yes, I’ve just invented a new word) or polemical, however I feel sure that such experienced writers will tackle this issue with great skill.

Secondly I will be performing this Sunday as part of the Free Fringe at Chaos Raging Sweet: 14.40-15.50, Banshee Labyrinth, Banqueting Hall, Niddry Street. MCing are Andrew C Ferguson and Rob A MacKenzie.  Having been initially very pleased to be asked, and having written a poem especially for the occasion my nerves are now beginning to get the better of me and I’m realising why I don’t perform very often.  However, it would be lovely to see and meet any of my readers, so please do come and introduce yourself.


An unusal post…

16 Aug

I don’t normally post poems here, mine or other people’s.  I don’t post mine because it can then become difficult to try to place the poems in magazines, and I don’t post other people’s because I have no wish to turn my blog into a poetry website with me as editor.  I am however occasionally willing to make an exception and I wanted to post this poem by Angus Ogilvy, who wrote here about how writing poetry helped him with his cancer diagnosis.

Remission

I keep my hair short,

breathe long,

count tonight’s

benevolent stars,

not yesterday’s chickens;

In the wet

beneath the trees,

I shelter

from the possibility

of sun,

mindful of

how seeds

may fall.

Turning poison into medicine, with poetry.

1 Aug

Here, poet Angus Ogilvy speaks about how poetry helped him cope with cancer.

Poetic expression has always felt like home. From early in my life, crafting the language of thought seems to have developed into a habitual tendency. I’ve noticed that the urge intensifies the more I open to my own vulnerability, let the protective barriers fall away, acknowledge the softness, accept the wounds and direct the inner energy out.

Cancer is vulnerability: there is your own physical and mental vulnerability of course, but there is also the reminder of vulnerability that you present to those around you and their unpredictable reactions to that. From the moment of my first diagnosis, I had the great good fortune to open out rather than to close down. It was not a conscious decision. It came to me as a natural reaction to a situation over which I had essentially no direct control: no parachute, no safety net, no magic elixir. Just free fall and possibly the imminent end of life. As I felt that free-fall, I began to appreciate the appeal of extreme sports like base jumping and sky-diving to people who are expected to be in complete control of their intense lives: the adrenalin surge and the moment of release and the opening to another reality.

This opening out involved a deeper conversation with myself and poetry seemed the natural way for me to give this expression. It was also a way of opening to others: those close to me and those with whom there might be affinity through their own experiences of cancer or other conditions. I saw no purpose in moping. I wished to continue to enjoy my life and appreciate all that comes with it, whatever that may be. A teacher once expressed it thus: What connects you heals you. What disconnects you harms you. I wanted to connect with others in helpful ways, somehow universalise this intensely human experience; search out the learning and the good in it. I remember once toiling wearily up the side of a steep volcano in the mid-morning heat of Java and watching one heavy foot follow another on the dusty path ahead and wondering when, if ever, I would find respite. Then I stopped, turned around and was stunned and elated by the most beautiful vista behind me that I had been blind to for what seemed like an age of exertion. All I needed was to see an alternative view that had been right there behind me all the time. I learned then what it meant to turn the poison into medicine. There is something special to be gained from almost any situation.

There was a practical element involved too. The effects of the condition and the treatment meant that I did not have the energy to engage with tomes of writing. The prospect of reading a book, even a slim one, was exhausting merely to think about. But I found that I could engage with reading or writing a poem. All I needed was a notebook and a pencil which I could have with me anywhere except in the shower, or the toilet where I passed my cytotoxic waste, or the CAT scan.

I documented the experiences, the facts, the practicalities, the ironies, the feelings, moods and revelations in poetry. It was my map, my personal therapy, more relevant to me than my bulging medical records, and, hopefully, a means of helping others with something accessible they could empathise with and open to. Part of that journey was about examining my perceptions of death; coming out of the bush and facing the animal, seeing its eyes, recognizing it was as vulnerable as I. That meeting, like the view in Java, was accompanied by the sense that everything was relevant, in its place, and amazingly, intricately, wonderfully alive. In many ways the poetry put me on a roll.

I have had the great good fortune to come through my treatment and be restored to reasonable health. I feel within myself that the poetry was part of the healing. Of course my world has changed, but I have no reason to see that change as a negative thing. It just is. I continue to write poetry and it continues to flow from my experience. I was given the opportunity and privilege to share my poems with others through Maggie’s Centre in Edinburgh and people have responded positively and found them helpful. Now I will use them in my addresses to conferences at which I have been invited to speak on behalf of patients on the journey with cancer.

My next post will be some of Angus’s poems which deal with this subject.